Today was spent mostly trying to get things straight in my head about what I need to do to prepare for school. I know I have plenty of time (over 6 months to be exact) to prepare but I feel like if i'm not on top of things that 6 months will be over in a blink of an eye.
I was having trouble watching the orientation video because the internet connection is shaky but I finally got through it early this morning. I also did a bit of exploration in the "Campus Connect" website.
Honestly I don't know why i'm worried, i've gotten this far without the help of anyone. Sure my mom and step dad offered moral & financial support but they didn't get my GED or complete Job Corps, I did. I keep referring to Job Corps in my head because that is the first time I was on my own and completed something deemed difficult. Still...this time it's different, without money and hard work this whole venture could be for nothing. In the end I could owe money if I give up.
The only thing I can do is keep referring back to a message my brother sent to me, basically telling me that I don't exist in his life. I actually wrote a blog entry on livejournal talking about it.
On another note; my interview at Geek Squad for Parts Specialist is tomorrow. Just another thing to be nervous about. At least this worry is a little more justifiable. I'm sure i'll be fine.
I think I want to relax a bit and play some minecraft.
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